HAZY HAZY DAYS

Take care everyone.

The haze is so serious =/

haiz

sometimes people should just think before do la. 

Hopefully the haze will get over  soon .

Wear mask when you are going out .

drink more water and get more fruits. 

Thank You My Boss.

For the care. 

still trying to visit me although this bad whether =')

ILOVEYOU =D

short and clean post.

BYE =D

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY _2013 =)

Hi everyone =)

This man. 

playing an important role in my life.

I LOVE HIM . 

HE LOVE ME .

WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY !

HAH 

This man , is my dad. 

the one who bring me to this wonderful world. 

But is kinda weird that this man is playing my mom role sometimes 

Mom is like a boss in the family . 

Dad is like ok with anything . 

hahah

very very the sayang us =')

I'm penang lang =D

i switch to selangor when i was standard 5 . 

Due to some case some some some ahh 

no need to tell =P 

Dad is not staying with us since we are standard 5.

Mom have to work at here because her boss want to  

And yes,

mom earn more than penang. 

So yeah =)

dad usually will give a call to mom every night . 

that's sweet =')

like what my boy did to me even when he is tired =')

ah back to topic 

SO...

sometimes get nag by mom because of us ,

sometimes when he is so worried about us ,

sometimes when brother mm sang seng,

hah

 especially when brother or me make mom angry 

=X

There is too much of thing i wanted to say face to face to this man.

I cried. 

I miss him . 

Especially when everyone is celebrating the fathers' day .

It is like auchhh 

Daddy... ?

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY ...

He did too much to this family. 

Can u imagine.

The father and his wife, son and daughter stay that 4.5 hours of distance.

Guess you guys will ask .

so why don't he come stay with us ?

Dad tried . 

but he is not familiar with kl.

He earn better in penang. 

Dad blur in this big city ><

lost every single time 

haha aiyo

But yeah,

he will try to back to kl every month . 

He will try .

And i am truly sorry to what i may disappointed you. 

or everything you may don't like it .

DADDY WO AI NI =)

WE WILL MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU SO SO MUCHHHIEE

 ALTHOUGH YOU ARE NOT HERE WITH US ALRIGHT !

XOXO 

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY !!!!

<3

and to the one 

who wish to hear this as well. 

Happy father's day

You is a great papa k =)

try to forgive yourself  

She will understand.

Ok .no emo 

now is the happy section,

so here is the celebration of my family during father's day . 

We had lunch with the big family once again at shuang xi lou 

after our mandarin mass =D

After the heavy lunch .

They bring out the cake and we gather the fathers =D

2 table . around 20++ people i guess. 

haha a lot of kidddsss 

 @@

Here is the daddyyyyyssss haha

=D

They confuse with the procedure lol

haven blow then wana cut the cake lol

but ah who caresss =D

ALOT OF PAPARAZI TODAY !

Should have take picture .

There is 10 + camera shooting around . 

wootz

like a star weh 

ahaha

Should intro the papa 

haha

from left

veronica's dad (my jiu jiu )

wan jing's dad ( my godma's husband. my godpa ? haha )

centre is the boss haha

my  yi zhang 

ahh what to call in english . 

ermmmm never mind 

so after my  yi zhang

calvin's dad , 

then the most right is my grandpa ! =D

HEHEHE

it's ok . 

you all not really know who but i did 

HAHA

WELCOME TO MY BLOG 

=D

make a wish ! 

and yea =D

eat cake !!! hahaa

So mommy bought  new phone with the front camera.

bwhahaha

im using it =D

here is my da yi  and my mami ^^

my da yi zhang =D

wua.. wua .. wua

guess who is this?!

hwaaa

finally a photo with you lol

my brother ._.

mami =D

wearing same colour wootz

we are not planning to wear same kay 

hehe

TADA TADA !

MY VLV MEMBERS !

=)

again intro 

veron and lavene 

my cousins =)

they can make people so worry about them 

so so so so worry 

aish !

smack!

grow up faster k 

but also have to know how to take care of yourself

then good =')

Thank You da yi and da yi zhang =)

For trying to let our family closer and closer 

i know you both sure miss your parents so damn much 

although they are not here physically with you, 

but their soul , their love will always with you 

AND

TADA !

thier son - man zai gor gor 

is going to marry !!!

CONGRATULATION ONCE AGAIN HEH 

VLV members are invited as well haha

we are going to wear cheongsam =D

woootz

STAY TUNED 

家

家可以很温馨。 也可以很无理。

温馨时， 家人的爱。说什么都感到幸福。
温馨时，任何庆典都在开开心心的气氛下维持。
温馨时，家人的唠叨可以是个很有趣的叮咛。
温馨。

家人的疼爱。在你跌倒时为你没药。形成了一种必须。
家人的呵护。在你从小到大的成长。形成了一种必要。
家人的付出。在你看不见的宇宙下。 形成了一种习惯。
家人的劝告。在你叛逆之期的忠言。往往成了孩子们最厌恶的语句。
家人的脾气。在你句句顶撞的当儿。伤他们的玻璃心。说那老人的思想远达不了自己。
然而形成了所谓的代沟。

一个拥抱。一个关心。 可以让他们觉得好多余。
他们开始不了解什么是家。觉得家不再温馨。不再觉得家是属于自己的。



无理。
当家里出现叛逆的兄弟姐妹。
无理。
当你劝他时的句句反驳。
无理。
对他掏心掏肺的家长在他眼中只不过是一个阻止他发展的绊脚石。
无理。
每天每夜的喧闹。
不是热闹的喧闹，不是兴奋的喧闹。
而是一种 人与人之间 碰撞的那种喧闹。
无理。
当家人知道他跌倒想要扶他一把。
他却狠狠的说不然而再跌一尺深渊。
无理。
当家人再一次的将长梯遆给他，他狠狠的把他折断。
无理。
当家人开始让步， 给他自己碰石头。他不去想会遇什么风浪 。反而暗地自喜拥有了这自由。
无理。
当家人累了，倦了，疲惫了。口是心非的说你流血了，不再帮你没药。
无理。
当自己埋怨着家人不再为自己没药，说家人不再爱自己。



这家。
从原始最满满的爱 刚刚好的爱。
开始成了一种放了太多而溢出来成了泪。
一种会流血的泪。
一种寒酸。
一种。。。 看不见的爱。


这家。
开始因为太多的不应该 而成了家长心中的伤痕。
一种痛。
一种无法说出的痛·。

而另一个她。
不知要如何帮他们贴药布的她。
只有成日祷告。
想要恢复起以前温馨的家。
刚刚好。 不多不少的家。

Face the music ! =)

今天·在电视看到这集。 鲁豫有约 罗志祥篇。
觉得真的很有意思。
在这 与大家分享些小片段。








03.20- 04.20
非常赞同的说话。 也启发了自己。

“很多事情要懂得知足
有比你更多更多的人会因为更多更多的事情， 他比你变得更坚强 你怎么可以因为这样一个小小的事情，而让自己想不开。
那你因为这样想不开，你有没有想到对自己的父母亲对你的教育之恩，
对你爱的人 爱你的人。  然后你因为这些事情而想不开， 对他们说再见，
 你就两手一挥， 吐口长气。 呼。

You have to satisfy what you have in your life
There are a lot of people, facing a lot of problems
But they are not give up , but became stronger and stronger.
So why are you trying to give up your life just because that little tiny problem.

When you are thinking to give up your life, do you ever think of your parents?
They feed you , dress you , teach you. give you so much of thing even they are also facing their problem
Ever think of people who love you ? or people you love?

So when you are going to give up your life
Say goodbye to them
Then loose your hand. Don't care everything
Spit out everything . &nbsp;fuuuuuuuuu&nbsp



没意义。 你还是要面对。 因为你这样等于是你在逃避事情
那你逃避的事情还是存在着。
那你不如站出来。 对， 就是我做的。
就直接一句话把这个墙给挡住了。
就是我 都是我。 扛了， 就没事了。
事情就过了。

那如果你今天一直逃避
我不要提这个话题。 我不要我不要
那事情永远存在。”


There are no meaning at all
You still have to face those problem
Since you are just avoid them , you are just running from the problem.
It doesn't mean the problem not exist.
They are still there. The problem still exist.

So,why no you just stand up?
Admit everything .
Say yes i did it
Yes , i'm facing this problem right now.
Yes , i'm prepare to face the music

The YES block everything
Block everyone who trying to question you
Block gossip

The time will do the rest.
The problem will pass
Everything will become a past tense.
Things end.

But if you are escaping. running from everythin
When the topic came out, you run . run . and run
The problem will going to follow you forever.
And yes, you will suffer and tired
Then you will thought of giving up your life.

0500-1135
还有这， 很催泪的一段。
罗爸爸的去世。

“爸爸只是把幕降下来。 你要把幕拉上。"
当你面岁一个人的离开， 会是个珍惜， 化成温暖的回忆。

" Dad is just end the story , but you stil have to start your own story. "

When you are facing someone who leave you.
It will let you learn to appreciate. .
Hence, They will became a sweet and warm memories



真的， 要坚强。
有着怎样的过去。
也得会站起来。

Be strong
No matter what past.
You still have to stand up
Face it !


只有不放弃。彩虹会随之而现。

There are still rainbow =)

AS LONG AS .NEVER EVER GIVE UP !

、

还有这个， 很感动。
王静是个玻璃公主。
脆骨症。
有着与普通人都不一样的人生。
可她却很坚强。
看着她， 那么积极的度过她的一生。
那你有什么问题不能解决的？

我为什么那么突然， 会和大家谈这个，。
是因为 我曾拥有过这样的一个念头。
对·， 承认我真的很笨。

我害怕面对。
害怕想起。
害怕当别人碰起那话题。
一次又一次的挫折让我好难堪。

可幸， 我还会害怕。
我害怕死亡。

可幸， 我还会想起我的家人。
我爱的人， 爱我的人。

我还会怕， 别人对我的想法。
想起觉得好幼稚。
曾经真的好想就拍拍衣袖。什么都不理。
去逃避。

可是放心。
我不会再那样。
这世界还有太多的事。
要我去体验。

轻生绝对不是一个好主意，
逃避无法解决问题。

Random dom dom =D

Take 1

TODAY IS MONDAY !!

Monday blueeee

went mines have some dessert with my dear baby boy =)

Take 2 

Take 3 

hahaha

order this black sesame snow ice =D

baby try this for the very first time , 

he said is just icecream,

hahaha

by the way, 

is quite nice =D

random short post =P

TADA !

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

XOXOXO

单纯

一个十九岁的女生。
其实心上有多少个不应该拥有，不应该经历的事。

其实我真的很简单。
我想要世界很简单。
我不想去猜别人的心在想着什么。

我的世界很完美。
对我来说，每个人都可以说是天使。

说单纯， 好与不好。
我不知道。

其实简简单单看世界。
真的很好。

可惜的是，这世界未曾简单过。

以自己这样的个性。
在这社会。好难立足。

公主病。 im the princess

不知道有没有人和我一样。

是某某的一位公主。

那位视你为全世界。 

那位你认为会是他永远的公主。

唯一的公主。

Have anyone here same with me ?
is someone princess.
the one who look at you like his world.
the one you wanted to be his  only one princess

很呵护， 很照顾， 很疼， 很怕你受伤。

当你是为3岁小妹妹， 啊不对， 是宝宝才对，

什么都不愿让你疼，宁愿自己疼

呵护在手心。

Very caring ，protect , very sayang , afraid you will be hurt.
treat you as a 3 years old child, errr nope. is baby .
rather himself hurt .

不让别的·男生和你有互动。

不舍得让旁人多看你一眼。

要你在这·马来西亚的天气穿得粽子似。

什么都瞄不到，他最开心。

dont like other boys to have interaction with you.
dont even let people staring  at you.

will be happy if you wear long shirt long trousers. cover every part of you.

like to see you in dress.
want you to wear like a princess when he is only with you .

看到facebook有男生找你，

嘟着嘴说不睬你了

开玩笑地说，为什么没有美女找我。我也去找人


if saw any boy's  friend of you find you .
he will jealous and kidding said that i also want to find other people chat TT
but he wont =)

只会往你嘴巴·塞食物， 势必要你变胖。

那就没有人看上你

Put alot of food inside you mounth.
so that you will get fat, and nobody will like me and will be him forever.

在你睡觉睡到一半，

 打个电话说我在你家门口，开门我想念你来找你了。

荷包流血的添油都只为了见你一面。

Surprise you when you are still in your dream
wake u up and call u to open the door because he said
i miss you , and i want to see you so i came.

bloody purse for the petrol also because to meet you.

抱着入眠，

喜欢偷看你睡觉的样子。

若你惊觉了，他会微笑的看着你。

你真的很美，我为什么有这个福气得到这个你。

hug you into dream .
love to see you while you are sleeping.
and when you are awake.
he will smiling ,
said
you are beautiful, im so glad to have you.

若他累了，先睡了，

偶尔会 说着梦话抓着你不让你离开。

说对不起 如果他惹到你恼火了。

特体买个娃娃给你，为了让你睡时代替自己陪着你。

if he doesnt have a goodnight dream yesterday, or tired.
he will sleep first
and he might say something when he is dreaming .
said, dont leave me .
or sorry if he done something bad.


Purposely buy u a doll.
to accompany you when he wasnt with you.
to sleep with you .

比你高你30cm 站在隔壁， 

常常笑你矮。然后摸摸你的头再说我喜欢。

随后·一个吻。

taller than you 30cm .
laugh at you because is short.
touch your head .
kiss =/

喜欢说你傻瓜，矮瓜 。

like to calling you sha gua. ai gua. 

给你全世界最温暖的拥抱。

最紧最贴心最舒服最棒的拥抱。

the best hug in the world.
the most tight, most comfort, most nice hug.

也喜欢把自己的衣服让你当裙子穿。

like to see you wearing his shirt.
erm... became dress? 

为了让你花钱。

买这个那个。

不吃不喝存钱。

然后就在几分钟与你花光。

为了给你难忘的生日， 筹备很多。

because want you to have some memories .
want you to eat something good.

save money,
dont eat dont drink
and spent all of it once when with you.

深怕你被骗，要认识你所有的朋友。

要经过他的严厉审查，

那些利用你的，不真心的会一一拒绝。

真心的，会·为了你和他们打交道。

worry you will get cheat by others.
want to know every friend of yours.
have to pass his strict examination

those who are not a good friend
will tell you to dont put a heart into the friendship l

if those real friend.
he will get close to them ,just because of you

带你去认识他所有的朋友。

要你认识他的朋友，介绍你。

intro all of his friend to you,
want you to know all his friend.\

不要你为了他而改变什么。

但却可以为了你而改变成更好的自己。

dont want you to change yourself because of him .
but change himself a better man because of you

那个为了听你的声音， 每夜谈电话，谈到不舍得盖电话，

隔一天·是zombie的状态中也不埋怨，说 我是ironman. 哪里会累。

the one who want to listen to your voice every night.
until dont want to off the phone, until the phone off .until no battery .

even the next day he is in the zombie mode,
he will still say : pfftt, where got tired, im iron man

那个爱你比爱自己更多的。

The one love you more than yourself do.

那个， 男人。

叫李润顺。

The man.
Who name  VICTOR LEE YUN SOON

10个月快乐亲爱的。

我爱你。

10 MONTH ANNIVERSARY MY DEAR.
ILOVEYOU

<3

end of may =)

It's been awhile never blog my life ..

kinda lazy until my baby tell me no post on my blog only i realise.. 

HAHA 

owh by the way .

HERE IS MY FAVOURITE JERSEY !

haha

my baby's basketball jersey =D

VICTOR.. VICTORYYY =D

He like nombor 9 . because the date ....

ahhh secret  =P

And i like it to =D

but he arent there when members choosing nombor so yeah.. get 14.. =/

but not bad also la.

sat sei sat sei . sure die when met our victor .HAHA

For me . is like.. DRESS? 

haha 

too short la me  T-T

ANOTHER LEPAK DAY

went to mines for BBQ PLAZA after my class ended  =)

TADA !

this is before ..

the after one is very worst. 

haha

no picture sorry =P

OUR FIRST BBQ PLAZA together =D

then night went to sungai long pasar. 

haha

baby is so tired ..

but still .. awwww =')

my first time also for the pasar. 

meet some friend =D

who proceed their degree life at sungai long campus =)

Today was awesome ! =D

First time first time =D

ah... not that not that =X

The very weird angle took by our mr.victor. 

hahaha

eh.. victor self cam ! hahhaha 

after our dinner. 

this kiddo want to get the bear or something =l 

aishh..

enam ringgit ah..

not enough skill still xD

Have to train 

CONGRATULATION AND CELEBRATION !

OUR

300 DAYS =D

went to get this offer 

50%  offer for frapuccino 

Baby order his vanilla frapuccino . and mine is the new flavour i guess  - Chocolate chip something 

kinda long the name .. 

saw they purposely have the flavour printed in the paper and put it on the cashier there

Then went to secret recipe =D

Baby be the boss today .

Ordered tomyam noodle =D

and baby ordered the chicken with cheese inside but very less haha

the waiter is blur . 

they printed wrong bill =/ haha

SUNDAY !!!

went to church early in the morning =)

and unfortunately my baby's little purple get bang by neighbour's motor. 

erhm

he is not in the good mood in the morning,

Secret. 

This guy can be very scary , expecially when he is in a bad mood ='D 

And very romantic , sweet , caring at the same time =')

haha

STARBUCKS once again 

by using the border's BCARD  discount voucher 

will get a booklet of discount voucher once you spent the BR1M voucher with certain amount at borders 

CHOCOLATE CHIP FRAPUCCINO today =D

and the caramel frappucino for baby =)

hence, try the crispy chicken at shilin .. 

introduce to babysince is very nice XD

carls junior after shilin lol.

eat eat eat 

nonstop eating victor XD

broke people card somemore haha

the quality problem

ILOVEYOU baby.

no matter what my family will think . 

I just love you . \

For you trying so hard to make me happy. 

For you trying to visit me so often until you also have to meet the petrol station often at the same time .

For you spending so much of time, money, energy just only for me.

For you love me so much .

THANK YOU 

It is  very happy to be with you 

everytime . everyday ,every hour, every minute, every second. 

IF  WE CAN STICK TOGETHER FOREVER. 

My ..Fiance.. <3

And a very simple update for my current uni life. 

 1 word . , 1 feel

BORED AS HELL 

The different thing is. 

now im all alone. 

be it  everytime everywhere

im not anti social =(

I DONT LIKE IT 

T...T .