To the SPECIAL ONE ♥

here is all i want to say to my boy, my babyboy =)

2012 passed ~ 

timeflies.

he said : you will feel the year passed quick,

 it means, u enjoy the year .

and without your reply.

he will said : of cz enjoy. u met victor .

haha

yea. i met victor =)

never know a stranger will become a friend and even the very important man in your life.

the one you afraid to lose =)

the one you really do love =)

I love the feeling when we are together.

with your friend , my friend or both of us .

i feel secure beside you .

I'm sorry,

so sorry that i don't know how to comfort you when you were down .

What i could do , maybe just be with you , wipe your tears or a hug . 

or simple as.

listen to you .

 

But when i'm down or crying.

"i'm here. i'm here. "

the familiar sound of him surrounding me.

follow by the very very tight hugs .

Sometimes,

i even cry louder.

i'm so glad to have him,

the sound and the hug that you feel secure with .

Everyday everynight ,

we will chat on the phone.

Sometimes, we cheer ,

chat like nobody business untill 3 or 4 or even 5  in the midnight.

Sometimes, we emotional. 

i might cry and he comfort. 

he down and i be the audience. 

You are so special ,

between whom i met.

The one that i really trust after my mom .

He very afraid that one day i might left him.

And he said, he try to be perfect guy to me.

But ,

I don't need the perfect you. 

you yourself already the perfect guy to me =)

really, sincerely.

Same as me,

me too . afraid to lose you since im really not a perfect girl compare to others.

i'm just , normal like this.

and ya . you are an insecure guy who afraid to lost me . 

so afraid and jealous who i going out with..

Worry about me. 

but still, 

gave me the right to choose between you or my friend.

im so sorry.

Sometimes, maybe i choose my friend instead of you . 

but no worry, i will take care myself .

because i still want to see the handsome face infront of me  =)

You said 

im so pretty, caring , friendly, sweet, cute and everything.

And yet you said you look like that (sleepy) face all the time .

*is so cute to me* 

you asked,

WHY YOU?

why i choosed you ?

Because you are so perfect to me . 

the gentle, the caring ,the smartness, the natural. 

just the way you are =) 

And, im so proud of having you as my boyfriend . 

my boy.

THANK YOU 

when im having my exam ,

you the alarm , the lack of sleep because of vivien . 

THANK YOU

when im so frustrated of my exam,so nervous and so stress myself.

you the one who calm me down , remind me to rest the mind and be with me.

THANK YOU.

Never blame on me what i had done wrong.

when we took the wrong road that wasted your time and petrol .

THANK YOU .

when you saw im nervous, and u try to be nothing to calm me down .

to stop my guilt , and said not my fault but your fault.

THANK YOU.

because you said,

you proud of me , proud of myself and everything . 

THANK YOU .

because the surprise of  the new year.

the slideshow u do for me .

the time you sacrifice for dinner , bath and others.

I can't promise, that i won't left you.

because there is too much of things you can't predict.

BUT

what can i promise is .

i will try ,

try to make this relationship to be lasts forever.

i really really wish ,

you are the one. 

The one who could accompany the rest of my life, my journey.

I LOVE YOU.

VICTOR LEE YUN SOON .