year end year end

phewwww~~~~ long time no blog !

Let's update some of my current life i guess

so.. life is good. nothing big happened .

 maybe more to grow ? not physically but mentally i suppose

 study was good. last sem in foundation. *hahaha* why still foundation*  *sob sob*

so .. love and life for this year I will be a facilitator. 

Seriously, i am not that confident to be a faci though, since i am so small in .. everything..

little tiny tiny girl there . hahaha

not good in language and those..

sometime feel hard cause i dont know what is their topic since i am really grow with all chinese people.

Not sure what kind of topic will they talk about, so is kinda lost some how.

But, day by day. everything goes smoothly i guess. 

They started approach me, talk to me . to not let me feel so...... FOREVER ALONE 

hahaha

Thank you. =') *touch touch

Hope that i can be a good faci =)

MORE STRENGTH PLEASEEEE 

oh and by the way, hope will get a good gred for this sem =')

Harder and harder

So.. the time out thing dind't work on me n my boy.
We failed.
As in we together again after 12 hour .

HAHA
What to do la . There are magnet between us .
I hope that we can really do what we promised each other .

LET'S WORK HARD TOGETHER !!!! FIGHTING~!!!

ILOVEMYBOY.143

mess

I am lost.
Everything .

I don't know what the hell happen on me .
I am FUCK UP to myself.

I HATE ME
Everything is a mess .

I don't know how to move. or should i say i don't know where to move. or am i don't wanna move.
Or like greg said i need attention .

I can't search the people who same boat with me .
I don't know how to talk .
I don't know me myself.

And.. I am hurt as fuck
everywhere.


Am i really that relying to people?
Am i really that troubling?
Am i really that immature?
Am i really so naive?
if yes, W H Y ?

i can feel myself from his mouth.
I am so ... not myself.
can i just disappear?
IAMLOSTTOBEEVERYTHING

i dont know how to explain myself.

Maybe i really need my own time .

to cry the shit out of me.

to really reflect on myself. I don't know.

怎么办。我真的不知道有谁可以倾诉。
跟他，他也一定骂到我狗血淋头。
心碎的声音。

Closer and closer yet further and further

YO PEEPS!

Long time no update my blog 

haha

oh so just some update for my current life =D

STUDYING STATUS

So.... i started my another semester of foundation in UTAR

 (YES. IS REALLY A LAST ONE! I SWEAR!)

Nothing big deal , still  no friend ,being alone every  time since i am the retake student .

I can't join the new intake student

*sad* *sob*

WORKING STATUS

  Worked at Toys world for awhile .(semester break) 

A little cashier in the store. 

Met some trouble customer and all 

haha

You know what,

my mom and boyfriend and me actually working in the same company. 

i can't admit my boyfriend is my boyfriend. 

Cause people will cakap banyak

*avoid nonsense things ching chang chong *!#$#^%&^*

Have to act like we not really close to each other..is soooo.. 

TORTURING OKAY

RELATIONSHIP STATUS

Me and my boy is in a very deep deep love 

ahahhaha

Until today 06102013

is our 1 year 2 month =D

427 days 

*I COUNTED IT ! with apps* =P

Although some argument reach but yeah we overcome it =)

FAMILY STATUS

My family members is all fine ,

Just my 92 years old great grandpa went to meet God first and looking us there =D
HELLOO GREAT GRANDPA! BLESS US YO ^^

OH AND!
My mom, aunt, uncle open a new shop ,floral shop.
And i am a little little sales executive of this FLORAL ART COMPANY!
hahahahah
Any one of you want flower for anything
PLEASE DO CALL MEEE !!!!
AHHAHA

FAITH STATUS

Currently doing some job for God =D

A teacher of sunday class(cathericsm) for standard 2 children.

Doing very well =D

Know  new friends and yeah got a lot message of god and learn a lot here and i am getting better in it .which is i dare to voice up haha *not so shy * FINALLYYYY  haha

And my church is so good that treat us dinner in the restaurant !

So sweet of my church =')

Beside, Love and life camp is coming soon 

currently in the preparation 

let's hope i will accept as a faci =D

cause i know i will gain another different thing there being a faci =D

Some mistake is still going on that pull myself further from God.

Pray for me that i could walk back to God but not further away.

HEALTH STATUS

Last few days ate something wrong,
which is overnight chinese tea.
Got food poisoning after this.
Vomit bloated and so on .
so sick this few days .

And yea,
stilll....
low blood pressure.
Don't know how to cure it but let's hope it would not affect anything of my body
=)

ENJOY THIS LITTLE SHORT UPDATE OF MINE =D
BYEEEEEE =D

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hari raya 2013 : FISH FARM THAI RESTAURANT =D

HELLO =D 

so im gonna post my hari raya meal haha

So is kinda  random suggestion from aunt ann.

FISH FARM THAI RESTAURANT

thai food restaurant =)

located at hulu langat. 

which is very very very ULU 

LOL

We reached about 6.30pm

and the people rushing in like wao?

is it that nice?

PEOPLE MOUNTAIN PEOPLE SEA

and we order our thai fooood =D 

Is our first time la 

to take dinner here ..

just try la 

and the seat full by 6.45 .

so what i saw was people standing there waiting their seat ><

eh quite sad. travel here but still need to line up . 

so we have to eat faster.. hahaha 

Sooo self shoot is a must =P

Here is my cousin --- Samatha lam 

cousins ! 

VLV ! 

hehe

So take 2 

and.. take 3 hahaha

look at veron LOL

Here is my grandpa and grandma =D

went to visit my grandgrandpa this early morning =‘）

and he is now 78 years old 

and have a cry cry session this early morning.

and serious..

please appreciate family and friends around you NOW

my godma aka aunt , her husband and my little cousin---- wan jing =D

aunt anne, uncle paul and this my lovely girl -- lavene =)

Soo.. where is our foood???

OH THERE TADA !!!

thai style kangkong =D 

pineapple fried rice and big big lala 

tomyam white soup and the chicken =)

snailsss... and papaya salad =D\

and .. i forgot to take the FISH PHOTO  !!

the lime fish .. 

is very nice the best among all of this 

and yeah ! dessert!

mando salad!

thai tim kup 

but not that nice though =/

disappointed me ...

prefer <thai up> hahhahaa

my ex part time job lol

and mami !!!!

eh why you no smile la ? my little cousin said..

and ...

this happened 

HAHAHHA

just ignore my face la

i dont know what happen hahaha

post because mom look damn awesome =P

there my cousin-- samantha 

hahaha

cousin--- Anthony 

KACAU her while she want to self cam HEHEHEHE 

THIS !!!ＴＨＩＳ　！！！

ａｈａｈａｈａｈａ

lavene chong =P

play with the camera 360 function - huge head, 

huge enough 

and so fast is the end of our dinner ='(

take a photo before we leave !

The night getting darker.

we gonna ciau  asap

my model -- Veronica

look at those stranger : eh so u think u very pro a? 

hahahaha

both the girls look quite alike .. sister ? or twins perhaps ? 

hahaha 

ok don't care

oh btw..

this is amazing

they catch the fish..

and u know where they put the fish?

so is the dustbin beside..

awesome man awesome 

and the cooking crab

slowly dying ><

look very pain ....

oh that's food !!!

So... overall..

The view is really nice indeed.

still got people singing haha

but the food was just so so 

not that nice  though..

haha

owh yea.. 

some extra information..

the road is very very very very how to say ..

quite tilted

my aunt them need to come out from the car and walk because the car can't tahan 

ahhahaha

ok that's all .

Thank youuu byeeee 

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

I know is late but ... yeah still

S E L A M A T   H A R I   R A Y A ! 

宽恕

心情真的很复杂。
我很开心。可是又很担心。很担心。可是又很开心。

我想写，可是我又不知道要写什么。
我很乱。怎么办
我好想哭。周董的歌。 催泪。

OUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY ! ^^

TADA TADA !!!!

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!

V square <3

Can't describe how important is he in my life 

Really could not imagine how will it be without him .

He is there for me , every time . 

Went to THE MINES celebrate our 1 year anniversary . 

korean buffet =)

Thank you baby for the treat =)

The Mines.

Here a lot of our memories.

When he face to face confess to me .

When he show the sincerity .

When he celebrate my birthday 

Everything .

I am really lucky girl . 

To meet you and be your girl . 

Hopefully we can go trough every thing .

Because you are there for me .

I believe that we can make it.

The little present that i make for him =)

A little bear aka squirrel? 

sorry not that perfect yet ='P

Will do more in the future and make it as a family =D

haha

and this is what my boy gave me =D

Photo with frame =)

he is sad .

Because he cant find the frame he wanted.

But nvm baby =D

I love it !

Whatever you give . Whatever you make.

Thank you so much for the hard work. 

ILOVEYOUBABYBOY!

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY !!!

*BIG BIG HUGS* 

伪装

原来。嬉皮笑脸。

 伪装真的好累。

伪装自己度过了。
伪装自己看透了。
伪装自己长大了。

一切的认为原来只是自己任性的以为。
一切的以为原来只是逃避面对的无谓。

我以为我看透了。我长大了。我不理了。
啊 那原来不这样。

我在乎。
我还未看透，还未看开，还未学会天主教我的：“要爱自己的敌人，要原谅自己的敌人”
我似乎说到做不到。
一直以为，自己原谅了。看到彩虹了。
原来那彩虹还只是个水中倒影。
一个乌云遮蔽，水花一溅。又消失了，模糊了。

无可否认。
我很幸运。
有个肩膀随时随地的任我靠。
那个很扎实的肩膀，
那个感觉放心的倒下去他都会牢牢守住的肩膀。
我真的好幸运，好感谢主。
这个他赐给我的——肩膀。

谢谢你。

请帮助我主。
我真的走不开这山洞。
只要看到乌云，我就会躲。
不敢去拨开他。
我知道，
如果我勇敢的爬出山洞，拨开这乌云。
能看到的也许就是我渴望已久的曙光。
怎么不去试试呢？
怎么就不敢了呢？

信任自己。
这两个字看似简单。
原来做起来。
两回事。
自信心。何去何从的自信心。
我需要你。



善待自己。

Cousin WEDDING DINNER ! =D

it's been a month never blog again . 

haha but feel  like blogging this =D

TADA ! IS MY COUSIN'S WEDDING =D

There is a theme with this wedding dinner =D

< CHINESE TRADITIONAL >

show off the photos haha'

getting angpau from this couple =D

Victor invited here as well =D yeah haaha

and tada DINNER !!

MAKE UP so heavyyyy by my aunt lol

and hairstyle by aunt anne =)

Thank you .. is nice =D

And cousin's mama take photo for me and lavene using her new instax camera haha

=D

OOTD =D

GRANDPA GRANDMAA =D

so handsome and pretty =D

papa mama =D

mama and my little cousin wanjing =D

SAMANTHA ！　ｓｈｅ　ｉｓ　ｃｕｔｅ　＝Ｄ

i want to hit him this is why my post that XD

lavene bro and me 

me and cousin anthony =D

me and mama =D

sisters =D

family photo !

BEHIND THE SCENE haha

Grandpa requested this photo haha

 his grandson XD

not all yet =/

LENGLUI SSS XD

me and lenglui lavene =D

hahahahahah TOILET ??

3 OF US !

VLV again ^^

my wang jing =D

flower girl =D

CONGRATULATION cousin !

All the best for your career and feel free to come back from us to visit yea =D

Thank you for visiting my blog haha

byebye =D