Harder and harder

So.. the time out thing dind't work on me n my boy.
We failed.
As in we together again after 12 hour .

HAHA
What to do la . There are magnet between us .
I hope that we can really do what we promised each other .

LET'S WORK HARD TOGETHER !!!! FIGHTING~!!!

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mess

I am lost.
Everything .

I don't know what the hell happen on me .
I am FUCK UP to myself.

I HATE ME
Everything is a mess .

I don't know how to move. or should i say i don't know where to move. or am i don't wanna move.
Or like greg said i need attention .

I can't search the people who same boat with me .
I don't know how to talk .
I don't know me myself.

And.. I am hurt as fuck
everywhere.


Am i really that relying to people?
Am i really that troubling?
Am i really that immature?
Am i really so naive?
if yes, W H Y ?

i can feel myself from his mouth.
I am so ... not myself.
can i just disappear?
IAMLOSTTOBEEVERYTHING

i dont know how to explain myself.

Maybe i really need my own time .

to cry the shit out of me.

to really reflect on myself. I don't know.

怎么办。我真的不知道有谁可以倾诉。
跟他，他也一定骂到我狗血淋头。
心碎的声音。

Closer and closer yet further and further

YO PEEPS!

Long time no update my blog 

haha

oh so just some update for my current life =D

STUDYING STATUS

So.... i started my another semester of foundation in UTAR

 (YES. IS REALLY A LAST ONE! I SWEAR!)

Nothing big deal , still  no friend ,being alone every  time since i am the retake student .

I can't join the new intake student

*sad* *sob*

WORKING STATUS

  Worked at Toys world for awhile .(semester break) 

A little cashier in the store. 

Met some trouble customer and all 

haha

You know what,

my mom and boyfriend and me actually working in the same company. 

i can't admit my boyfriend is my boyfriend. 

Cause people will cakap banyak

*avoid nonsense things ching chang chong *!#$#^%&^*

Have to act like we not really close to each other..is soooo.. 

TORTURING OKAY

RELATIONSHIP STATUS

Me and my boy is in a very deep deep love 

ahahhaha

Until today 06102013

is our 1 year 2 month =D

427 days 

*I COUNTED IT ! with apps* =P

Although some argument reach but yeah we overcome it =)

FAMILY STATUS

My family members is all fine ,

Just my 92 years old great grandpa went to meet God first and looking us there =D
HELLOO GREAT GRANDPA! BLESS US YO ^^

OH AND!
My mom, aunt, uncle open a new shop ,floral shop.
And i am a little little sales executive of this FLORAL ART COMPANY!
hahahahah
Any one of you want flower for anything
PLEASE DO CALL MEEE !!!!
AHHAHA

FAITH STATUS

Currently doing some job for God =D

A teacher of sunday class(cathericsm) for standard 2 children.

Doing very well =D

Know  new friends and yeah got a lot message of god and learn a lot here and i am getting better in it .which is i dare to voice up haha *not so shy * FINALLYYYY  haha

And my church is so good that treat us dinner in the restaurant !

So sweet of my church =')

Beside, Love and life camp is coming soon 

currently in the preparation 

let's hope i will accept as a faci =D

cause i know i will gain another different thing there being a faci =D

Some mistake is still going on that pull myself further from God.

Pray for me that i could walk back to God but not further away.

HEALTH STATUS

Last few days ate something wrong,
which is overnight chinese tea.
Got food poisoning after this.
Vomit bloated and so on .
so sick this few days .

And yea,
stilll....
low blood pressure.
Don't know how to cure it but let's hope it would not affect anything of my body
=)

ENJOY THIS LITTLE SHORT UPDATE OF MINE =D
BYEEEEEE =D

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