Future ?

Hey =D

So .. i decided to update my blog since i have one special VIP enter my blog everyday  =D

I decided to changed my stream from business to education. - Early Childhood Education. 

Before this, I have no idea what to study, what to do, what i like, what i interested in . I don't really like calculation, don't like to sit in the office  from 9am to 6pm. 

I am confusing whether should I continue my degree as business stream or what ...

Short update :

I am not studying since jan - now . I graduated my foundation. I don't feel like continue the degree since it didn't sound and feel right ...  I need more time to think about the 3 years study life( my future) 

 I am currently working 2 jobs.  office job  and another 1 is tuition teacher for standard 1-6.

COMPARE

So, here is the chance God let me to choose my future . I found out that i actually like to communicate with the kids, teach them play with them .wanna to  understand the kids more since they are complicated sometime... hahah  

So my "VIVI" knew I actually have the interest on the kids, he suggested me to choose early childhood.

But... i said... eh. cannot la, no money to earn,kindergarten teacher salary is low and stuff and I keep argue with him . I am sorry .... :(

He said : Can you stop thinking about the money ? Think about what you want, what will make you happy. 

Hit my mind.

Sometime, you can be quite happy if the job is what you like even though it is tiring. 

i) 5k salary full with stress

ii) 2k salary full with happiness

I might choose the first one cause of the money but for sure it won't last long. I can resist the stress.

And I will go for the 2k salary but smiling all the day. 

I can even open a centre if i can !

So  hopefully i will get what I plan with my boy for the next 10 years =)

I wanna appologize and thank you  to my boy. 

For all the time that i shouted at you.

OR

muka tebal . 

I am quite moody nowadays and I'm not sure why am I so moody. 

Put my anger to him , sometimes .. i guess.. ..

Oh yeah one question for you boy

How can you be so patient with this kind of emotion?

I can't even "TAHAN" myself. really. LOL

.

Thank you so much . I know you love me more than I do . 

I will try to change to be not so moody ... simply put anger on other.

Thank you for being with me to pass all the challenges. 

I have nothing more to say than I LOVE YOU.

Dear Victor :)

 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

 TO ALL THE LOVE BIRDS ! 

Sooo .. 

This is the second year celebrate this day with my love =)

I am so lucky to have this boy to be with me . 

All the time, Every time.

Since I can't go anywhere for the valentine's day .

I thought we won't have the celebration and all . 

Maybe a bit disappointed but always comfort myself that is just valentine's day . 

Is just a day . We can stay sweet every day but not only this day.

But when i already alright with everything , 

He appear in my office all of a sudden.

Meet me purposely for lunch during my lunch hour.

Bring me for lunch ... and is .. SUSHI ! =')

Accompany me , save all the money he have

 and spend 80% on me.. sometimes even more..

I am truly sorry to my boy.

Because i don't have enough of time to prepare present for my boy..

I am very very very guilty and sad because i can't finished all the present i wanted to give him..

But..

He don't mind.

AT ALL

instead of disappointed he comfort me to not let me feel guilty. 

And told me that valentine's day is not all about giving present. 

And said that I am already a very good present for him .

Touch like garrrrrr T~~~~~~T

Cry like nobody business yesterday 

Hah ;')

Dind't know that still got this one guy who so care about me. 

so sayang me . 

so deep deeep deep

rolling in the deeeeeep

Yeah . I understand that we maybe still don't really understand

What love really is . 

Like what he told me.

We need to understand ourself more first only understand the other. 

instead of worried losing each other. 

I don't know whether this story of us will last forever or end anytime.

We don't know . 

But just for this time being . 

I appreciate all the time we have .

Enjoy all the moments when we are together.

Loving all the memories we created.

Counting the days we been together .

All the laughters, the tears, the joy, the arguement, the friendship,

the song we both love, the movie we watched together, the stupidness of us, the fight of us ,

the tight hug., the silence between us, the every day goodnight call,

his soft voice, his smile, his present, his love.

And everything that related to us.

Smiling while typing is kinda dumb but yeah 

I am really really glad  and lucky to have you walk into my life,

and be a part of my story and made my life better. 

Thank You  so much Victor. 

For accepted me . 

My personality, my dumbness, my laziness, my emotion, 

my appearance, my selfishness and my past.

ILOVEYOU Victor.

Thank you for accompany me all the time,

Thank you for accompany me when i am down,

Thank You for being with me when i am down hill,

Thank you for never give up on me when I started to giving up .

Too much to said.

Too much to feel.

Too much to thanks

To much to type.

Too much too much..

2014 CNY CHOR 2 - setiawalk+wanjing's bday

SO I WANT TO DONE MY CNY POST ! =P

here is my CHOR 2 :)

Went to setia walk with family 

movie movie walk walk photo photo

Since they have a new street call :SHANG HAI STREET 

So we took this opportunity to have a look and leave our footstep =D

The family :)

AGAIN.. brother went to lion dance =')

Lavene and me :)

random unready photo sometimes look nice though XD

Lavene, grandma and my aunt :)

My sweet sweet parents turn ! 

Of cause me myself hahaha without victor still plain :(

In the cinema :) 

The so sweet photo of us . 

Appreciate the time you have with the love one..

Always i remind myself..

oh yeah my dad and mom again =D

ME !

TADA

Awkward photo of me :/ 

BELLOW BELLOW

This photo make me feel like crying .

Mom always  support me, to carry this so big burden of me ,

To always worry, even though she is angry, she still be there ..

And will never leave unless you leave her ...

Wanna grow up faster ..

not this kind of grow. 

But is when i can fetch her around, 

She stay in the house rest,  

She can watch her drama all day long,

Don't have to always work until midnight.

Dont have to worry about me , 

but nah it won't happen.

Every mother  worry her child haha 

But yeah atleast i can be those better daughter that can take care of her 

like what she take care of me when i was young.

This photo. 

Actually is my dad curi curi snap in his Iphone. 

Cause we can't send him photo through anywhere.

He want to leave alot memories . 

He always be the one who curi curi snap photo. 

Until you open his gallery .

you will realise, 

when he took this ? 

Just like us in the real life.

He always be the one who sacrifice alot behind of you,

And you never know until you realise it. 

And yeah.

Our parent.. always be the one , 

doing everything behind of you ..and just for your own good but you never know..

I LOVE YOU daddy and mommy. 

Hope that i'm not too late to realised everything ?

:')

Done with the emo post =P

SO today is also our princess's bday ! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANJING !!!!

She is so tired since she travelled from her hometown so sleepy but still need to cut cake for us hahahah

Wan Jing. 

May God bless you always.

Be healthy, be happy .

Hopefully she will be a great woman in the future 

All the best wanjing  !

LOVEYOU !